Sadie June 30th, 2007
Its that time of year again! Earwigs are showing up everywhere. I have had 3 encounters with these vile little creatrues in as many days. On Thursday I was taking my trash to the curb. When I grabbed the handle to the trash bin I felt a horrible squirming under my knuckle. When I pulled back a disgusting earwig dropped to the ground and scurried away. Last night I was feeding my cats and I almost stepped on one, and then today there was one in my bathtub! I remember as children we all though that earwigs used their back “pinchers” to burrow through your ears and into your brain. Believe it or not they are actually called cercus, and one of their uses is aide in copulation. Oh baby I loooove you. You got the biggest cercus on the block. I wanna lay your eggs!
Sadie June 30th, 2007
I was in a house that I had purchased. It was trashed. There was no carpet/flooring. There was dust, junk, and furniture through the entire house. I was cleaning out the refrigerator when somone I thought I recognized stopped by. I was showing him the rooms which were still furnished. I opened one door to find two long single beds. I realized that this was where the previous owners died. I turned and shut the door behind me. When I turned back it was open again. I shut it again and went to clean the bathroom. I looked out and the door was open again. When I tried to close it again it would not latch. I looked in. The ghosts of the dead man and woman were in there. I was terrified, but I faced them and asked if he was the man who had lived there. I told him I was fixing up the house. I figured that way he would not be angry and hurt me. His wife suggested we go antique shopping with them. We went and I realized nobody could see them except me. (03/20/2005) Continue Reading »
Sadie June 29th, 2007
Last night in dreamland I went to the place where you can safely and legally dump your used oil. There was a pump (like they use to add oil to your car at a quick change place) that sucked the oil out. First you pumped it up like an old water pump, then the other piece cleaned it out. This process took a while.  I was with Tracy. She was disposing of her oil first. When she finished I did not have a chance to get to the pump before some jerk cut in front of me. I was furious. I whipped my oil plug and started stomping around angry. Tracy started yelling at me and I screamed back that just because she was pregnant didn’t mean she could yell at people. Then we got over it and headed to the dreaded Walmart. (If you read my previous post about the place you know what I mean) So, I refused to go in.  Tracy was telling me she was excited for one of the gifts she was getting later which was a baby blanket. I could picture it in my head. I realized that in just a few hours I was supposed to be at her baby shower. I had not yet purchased her gift. How could I forget? (Sorry Tracy!) Continue Reading »
Sadie June 28th, 2007
Now I am just starting to wonder where my little brother is getting these words. Last night he asked me, “Sadie, what is a requiem?” I could not believe it. Where does an 11 year old learn a dark work like that? When I ask him where he hears these words he just shrugs.
Sadie June 28th, 2007
1) I dreamt that my dog and my parents’ dogs were outside in my yard. Many bears were around and I was trying to get the dogs to go in the house. They would not listen to me. After I finally brought them in I made lunch. When I looked outside, the dogs were out again. My mom told me that they would be just fine. The bears were coming again, and I frantically ran outside to get them again.Â
2) My boyfriend and I were walking downtown in Appleton. We were going to the house of a woman he worked with so she could teach him karate. He was very excited as we approached her door (which was at the top of some steps and was a double glass door). He said that he could not wait to “hit that” again. I became very angry, and he tried to justify what he said by telling me it was a karate hit. She was not home from work yet. Because I was so upset, I decided to leave while my boyfriend waited for her. I was spying from around the corner. When I thought it was her who came home I came out from hiding because she was very old and ugly. I did not feel threatened anymore. I realized it was not his co-worker when a girl who looked like barbie came around the corner, and my boyfriend came running over. We had to climb a steep staircase to get to her apartment. When we go there she was giving people alcohol, but she would not give any to me.
Both of my dreams from last night are very similar to dreams I’ve had before. The bear dream was very close but not identical to previous dreams. I have had many dreams about my boyfriend cheating on me with a hot blonde barbie.
Tracy June 27th, 2007
This is my first post on Sadie’s dream site, but she told me I HAD to post it. That said, here goes my first try at describing my crazy mess I call a dream.
~ I was in a high rise type apartment building. I ran down a hallway because there were people chasing after us (don’t know who I was with). We slammed the door and sat on the couch waiting. I could see light from under the door and kept waiting for the ‘bad guys’ to open the door. I don’t know why because there were windows on either side of the door? Next thing I know, someone tells me (so I thought) to jump on the bed. I begin jumping on the bed. I was looking out the window and saw big, beautiful green trees and rocks outside the window. About that time I thought, “Should I be jumping on the bed if we are hiding from people?” I ask the person again if he said to jump on the bed. He said, “No, I said DON’T jump on the bed!” I got down and went in the other room. I saw someone behind me with a gun. I ran and hid on the side of the couch as I screamed for everyone to watch out, he has a gun. I saw the bullet come toward me, but it went by and no one was shot. The guy with the gun was a balding midget with glasses. I also remember seeing a really pregnant lady with a hot pink shirt on? Yeah, that about sums up what I remember of my dream.
~ in another dream I vaguely remember pulling potatoes out of a cupboard in a rectangle pan? That was all I remember from that one.
What does it all mean?
*The gun and bullet represent anger and aggression.
*Bed and couch are more relaxation
*Jumping is about taking a chance in life
*The tree and light from under the door represent understanding/clarity and growth
*Rocks-permanency and stability
*Pink= love, joy, etc.
*Potato is about being lazy? Odd?
I think that about sums up the mess. Feel free to give me some input if you have more to add or I forgot something.
Thank you and happy dreaming!!!
Sadie June 27th, 2007
My sister told me that she murdered her son’s father. At first I did not believe her. She showed me his teeth to prove it. She said she would show me his body as well. We had sub sandwiches and we decided to eat them before we looked at his body. As I was eating my sub, I felt something unusual in my mouth. I realized they were the dead guy’s teeth. I spit them out and we discussed how to cover up the murder. (9/2/04)
This dream indicates putting an end to an old habit and way of thinking. It also indicates a deep-seated anger towards someone. My dream told me that I was lacking self-confidence in a relationship in my life, and that I needed to be more assertive with my opinion towards it.Â
This is my first recorded dream in my dream journal which I kept for about one year. At this time in my life I was contemplating divorce.
Sadie June 25th, 2007
My little brother and I were just riding together in my car. He asked me why I didn’t like a certain person, and I was explaining why. I described this person as passive-aggressive. He asked me to explain to him what that meant. I did. He then asked me what do mayhem and discord mean? Is it like chaos? I laughed and explained them as well. I wish I would have had words like mayhem and discord in my vocabulary when I was 11.
Sadie June 25th, 2007
I was at a conference with two co-workers. One was supposed to present and he was stuttering. Another arrived late. We were drinking coffee. I was putting cream in mine. I hadn’t realized there was so much cream in my single-serve portion until I looked down and my coffee cup was full. We left the conference. I was driving. Right next to one of our exits was a hitchhiker. I wanted to pick her up because she needed to go our way, but I was afraid her bicycle would not fit in the trunk of my car. The further we drove, the worse the roads became. We were driving over many bridges, and one of them was covered in ice and snow. The following bridges were covered with water. I could not tell where the lanes were.
I was trying to get across a big lake. I was in the middle of it. There were several sets of monkey bars for crossing. The lake was very large, and the sets did not connect. I had my dog but he became my nephew who is 3. We tried to cross and he fell in. I panicked until I realized he was walking on the water. I realized after he walked several feet that he was on a very narrow rope bridge that was just beneath the surface of the water. I decided to try to cross with him on my back, but first I asked a lifeguard for a lifejacket for my nephew. She gave me some black rubber that started as a liquid and had to be painted on. She said to paint it on his chest and arms only and on my eyebrows to prevent a sunburn.
Sadie June 24th, 2007
Walmart has ripped me off for the last time. Today I went to buy some basics. It is always a negative experience, but today just took the cake. I waited in line for about 15 minutes before it was my turn with the cashier. When I got there, I had to wait again for a new cashier to take over her drawer. Finally I got through the line, just barely made it out of the parking lot, and went home. At home I unpacked my bags and realized that some items I had purchased were not there. I called Walmart only to be told that the cashier did not have my bag. Well why would she? I’m sure the next person in line would have my bag. So I asked what they would do to compensate me. I was told that I could save my receipt, and next time I had to go to Walmart I could bring it and see if they wanted to do anything about it then! WTF?! I am done with Walmart. Unfortunately it took me a selfish reason to boycott the bastards, but they have ripped me off for the last time.